better...

(in regard to my last post)
Really, I'm not that depressed.
Actually, it's so neat because every time I think I'm sad, I just remember that we're having twins and it brings a smile back to my heart and face. I am just so excited about that. Twins!
God is bigger than my sadness. He just is. I know it first hand.

I know, I seemed depressed earlier but I was actually just mad. Mad over a situation that I really had no control over so why be mad? (I'm not mad anymore, now it's just funny)
Lydia wouldn't nap and rather than just sit there and play quietly she decided to sing...at THE top of her lungs! Kinda cute really. Unfortunately, it's not quiet lullabyish enough for Samantha to sleep through, causing her to wake up early (which is really bad because we started going down to one nap a day last week - yea!) and that kid has no 'grey area' it's all black and white. Again, kinda cute really. So, it was a 'black' kind of afternoon for her. This was all going on in the back ground while I was typing out my Top 7. Oh yeah, did I mention this all started happening RIGHT as I fell asleep during a much needed nap? (I think that was in the list...Probably towards the top) and after we'd attempted going on an adventure the mall...it was over 100 degrees outside, I spilled something on my shirt, I hadn't taken a shower and felt really gross and not put together. So, of course, I run into about 3 people I hadn't seen in forever. (we went to the mall because the children's museum is closed on Mondays...who knew?) HA! That's all I have to say about this crazy day...HA!

I was reminded tonight that God is Bigger and I love Him for that. I need Him for that.
So, excuse me for being so poopy....I'm having twins!!!!!!!!