and again.

Bad day,
very bad day.

The girls antibiotics haven't kicked in, they are not taking well to my hiring out someone to give them baths at night, I can't bend over that long anymore and the girls just scream through their bath time because they know I'm here but not (and they are sick - very bad combo), many of my friends husbands have been deployed with only hours notice to I'm sure you can guess where, this weighs very heavy on my heart, I have a sinus infection, it's cold and drizzly outside and I'm still having pelvic bone issues.

There. Now that I have it all out here are the good parts about today:

I talked to Jake, that doesn't happen everyday and never for very long so it's always exciting!
My neighbor can watch the girls for me tomorrow while I go to my appointment (my friend that was going to watch them had to cancel this afternoon because of her husband being deployed.)
My house cleaner came today to scrubbed bathrooms and floors, when you have hard floors through your whole house, it feels really really good to have them mopped.
I actually FINISHED all the laundry today, not just washed, but put away. It took me two days but it's been a while since it's been completely done.

Going to bed now to put this day out of it's misery, despite all the good things that did happen.