Monday, June 22, 2009

my heart today.

been struggling, like for 30 years, with letting my tongue do whatever it wants.
been praying about it a lot lately.
that's usually what happens when it gets the better of me.

Prov 25:28 was a part of my time with Him today.

Like a city whose walls are broken down,
is a man who lacks self-control.

defenseless, open for attack, vulnerable - that's what a city with broken walls says to me.

so, self-control = protection.

self-control of my tongue = protection of those I love
self-control of my body = protection of my health
self-control of my time = protection of my heart
self-control of my mind = protection of my soul

fully aware that those are in God's hands when you boil it all down.
the tricky part is that I want to control them

self-control = protection

protection = full trust in Christ and a tongue, body, time and mind that are always focused on Him.

self-control = giving control over to someOne who just knows better.

the end.

now if I could just implement this as easy as it goes down on paper!?

2 comments:

Courtney said...

good stuff!!! let me know when you figure out how to DO it ;-)

Tisha said...

This is a big struggle of mine too. I am convicted ALL THE TIME as I see it EVERYWHERE in the Bible. Although, I must say, I love your openess ;-)