Sunday, June 20, 2010

ugh.

really really missing my Nebraska friends tonight.
actually, I'm missing every one of my deep friendship scattered all over the world right now.
no particular reason.
just am.

what an incredible blessing it is to have friends like that.
and I have them all over the world.

could I just scoop you all up and we could live in the same spot together?
we could all choose the spot together, I don't even care.

I know God moves you on for amazing reasons and I've never been disappointed with the reason, but I am and will always be effected by the feelings of missing you.

so many of you have changed me in ways that you may not know.
and that's how it's supposed to be.
ways that make my life give God more glory than I could have ever figured out on my own.
He used you.
a lot.

and now, although I do have a few really close friends here (and I love that), most of you are far away.
and it just hits me every once in a while.
like right now.

off to have a good cry.


2 comments:

Brandi said...

I'm not sure if you realize just how much you are truely missed here too.
Bible study group, Military Balls, spouse functions.....ECLIPSE!!! We will have to call you. It's an adjustment for us in a big way. We miss you!!!

Missy said...

Monday morning. phone date. be there.