Monday, October 25, 2010

monday. again.

do we really have to have this day in the week?

really?

feeling annoyed with my mothering skills this morning.
I'm not good at this.

I know the kinds of girls I want to raise.

Godly, others-focused, selfless, kind, gentle, soft but strong.

Pretty much the opposite of me.
Which just leaves me feeling frustrated, guilty and bruised from beating myself up.

I am choosing, right now, to embrace this day, to not look back on it and regret it (by changing my attitude NOW) and to pray my heart out for strength and vision.

Father forgive me, fill them up where I keep failing and show me what to do....

2 comments:

Stacy said...

oh girl...sorry for the rough day. I won't even try to talk you out of anything your are feeling...we've all been there even if the rest of the world sees differently. Love & marshmallows!!

Sara said...

Well, I see all those things in you, and they have grown over the years, so don't let that little voice of doubt sway you :) Love ya! (See, Stacy was right, the rest of the world sees different, because we all know I'm the rest of the world, and Dara is the center of the universe!)