I'm throwing a lot of mini temper tantrums lately
(sorry if you've been subjected to one)
They are over things like,
finding our church home
(I don't know what my deal is. I know there are some wounds from the past that are making it scary for me to land anywhere but I am trying to move on from those and be led by the Spirit...the problem is, my 'idea' of where we're supposed to be keeps getting in the way.)
the seemingly audacious things people say to me
(Jake swears I just attract it, it's like some super natural power I have or something! People feel quite free to tell me what they are thinking with no filter and no regards to the situation - I should do a post on it sometime! Many of them are funny now that they have past.
In this area, I should take my own advice and realize that it might NOT BE ABOUT ME!)
God's call over my life
(I don't know. He's just asking me to do some stuff that is new and very 'committal'. I don't like to commit. I'll do it but it makes me squirm....there's been a lot of preemptive squirming right along side the temper tantrums.)
you know.
the usual.
2 comments:
At least you are willing to listen to what He wants from you...even if it makes you squirm. I'm still trying to convince myself to slow down and stop ignoring....because you know, if you just go go go and stick your fingers in your ears and go "lalalalala"...He still gets to you. The fingers in the ears don't block the sound to the heart...
Okay, right there with ya on the people saying crazy things to you! We both know that we are a magnet for that kind of stuff (mine just usually involves old people!). You know, sometimes when we are hardened military wife veterans (like you and me!) we forget how hard it can be to move somewhere new and basically re-do our lives. Give it some time and keep praying (I will be praying for you too) and it will be okay!
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